Monday, February 27, 2006
Alright, back again. School was boring as usual. Hair caught by a** goat. Softball for PE. Hilarious actions by the various student batter. Had maths class test. Screwed? hope not. English lesson was all about politics. Pretty much physically worn out now as im blogging this post. Went jogging with my dear, came back put on my slippers and made an effort to go cut my hair at Loyang point.
Sigh sigh.. We quarrelled again. It all started at her house. Dont think i wanna blog what happened. Painful memories they are. My inexplicable memory lead to me forgetting to bring my bike lock and towel. (forgot the towel again). Cycled my dearest to my place to get the lock. Cycled to Pasir Ris park after.
The quarrel persisted even after reaching the park. My dear wasnt in good mood. Mad at me for what happened. DEAR DEAR IF YOURE READING THIS, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT IM SORRY, IM TRUELY SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPENED. I DO AND WILL SACRIFICE FOR YOU MY DEAR. Could tell my dear was super mad. She walked a sertain distance away from me. A distance far enough so as not letting me hold her hand. DEAR DONT BE MAD. She started running after realising she could not shrug me off. Chased her of course i did. Try holding on to her but my muscles and strenght couldnt match her frenzy possesed, head baging, violent actions, trying to free herself from my "with all my might" tight grip. Of course i had to hold her tight! Couldnt bear to let her go! Hoping it would never come down to this moment but eventually it did. She walked away saying "lets break". Time stopped. Heart crushed. Its like i would never be happy again in my life.
Was devasted. Jogged continously to the end of PR park and upon reaching my bike, saw the faint outline of my dear. She didnt leave me after all! She waited. Was very emotional, super super emotional. Ran and hugged her. Talk things out. Resolve the matter and TA DA! We re not apart! Nothing will or can ever break us apart. Cycled my dear home as was getting late. Our bond tight as always. Contacts blur now. Got to get them out.
fadetosoft,
themusicends.
I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT, I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU SO...
memoirs of a lover
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